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Catching Up
by DivineHeadRush (divineheadrush)
at September 20th, 2012 (03:34 pm)

It's been such a long time since I last posted and for very good reason. The negative astral entity attacks and psychotronics have been so intense and bad that I have lost two jobs this year and just recently lost my bank account.

It's so hard to move. It's hard to think. Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Everything keeps getting worse.

I can't focus to read. They have attacked my brain, my nervous system, etc. I have experienced shakes, concussion-like projectile vomiting, shortness of breath.

I know that part of this is to try and take my mind and body away from me and to be in a position of control to be with people on that side. Someone is desperately trying to break me down in order to get some entity into me and the attacks are relentless.

I am going to try to resume this journal and keep people updated. However there is something attached to my brain that is stealing my dreams and my communications. I receive little or nothing now.

There are also one or more beings who have completely overlapped my being. I hurt myself and I barely feel anything, but I hear someone else screaming in pain in the astral distance.

The same distant screaming happens when I take a shower. Whoever this is does not like hot water.

I have been a compromised conscious awareness. I feel like a living dead person: little awareness, no mental sharpness, no feeling, no sexual energy, no mental or psychic functions being used effectively.

Extremes in sinus pressure are horrible.

I am a small fraction of a human right now.

I got a yoga pass and just ordered a big thing of 5HTP powder. Negative astral entities hate humans that feel good. Good feelings repel them. I must find ways to feel good.

More to come..