.. there's someone out there with the brain of a small, hurtful child that makes me hear little sound bites of things when I'm half asleep in a feeble attempt to upset me.In the beginning it was the crying of heavenly beings that were trapped in ugly things. That was very upsetting.Later on it would be sounds of some woman having sex with some guy. I guess for some reason this was supposed to upset me. I dont know why.This morning it was some festive music. I guess someone is having a good time without me, whoever that may be.This morning I was told some story about some "amazing" woman who wanted to be with me, but this satanic kkk team worked hard at ruining my life and making her believe that I was incompetent. Then they brought their lackey in to take my place which had weakened himself enough to have some old troll enter his body so that he could be with her. Now they're having sex and the "time of their lives" and I dont get to be a part of it, as somehow demonstrated in a juvenile way with sound bites into my brain.I dont know if there is a word for it, but pathetic sounds way too glorious to use for them.Anyway, I dont know anyone, so I dont know what the point of all this is. I just hope to find a way to disconnect my soul, mind, and body from all humans involved. They make me ill. The sooner this is over the better. I'd like to get back to my normal life.